IM SO HOOD

If you want some brain food kick back and read this. If not get the fuck out of here and go look at somebody else's blog bitching on how they dont get any chicks and flooding they shit about themselves which i don't knock. Only for the open minded ...let us begin the session :

I'm sick of mother fuckers talking about "I'm a street dude and I'm hood...i keep it gangsta". Listen man you shouldn't forget where you come from and what you've been thru but glorifying ignorance isn't doing anything. What makes us is when we can get out of the hood and help our own still stuck there. You got these fuckin lil rappers talking this "I'm hood ..." .."be street like me" ....its like a fucking fad. Its sad .....even Destiny's Child talking about "I need a soldier one who ain't scared to stand up for me .... blah blah and he gotta be street" ...."gotta make bread" or whatever ....ok girls how about I put u on a blind date with a REAL fucking street nigga who stays street and watch how quick you cry for Clay Aiken.(i can't believe i know how to spell that) ....


I'm ain't no fucking preacher but open ya mind fools ...it ain't cool to be "hood"...it ain't the shit to glorify the "ghetto" ...we rep it cause we from there fine ....u don't forget where u came from .....but don't poison these kids brains to fuckin stay there and do nothing with themselves and they end up being a statistic. LITERALLY a fucking multi digit # to the system. So think about that next time you kicking a rhyme Mr Rapper. Unfortunately rappers are our leaders now......and these are who the kids look up to. They need Jay Z when to tell them to change clothes and sport button downs or Kanye West to tell em to wear a blazer. They need Biggie to tell em what beef is and etc. Not using these particular artist as example as those who are contributing to this ....but did Malcom X keep his people down? Did Dr King do this? Ghandi??
I'm here to let these kids know these cats ain't one of these figures. I'm here to let these kids know that none of this shit is real. It ain't authentic .....think about that next time u kicking a rhyme homey .....oh my bad ....thats right ......you don't think

I miss being young I miss the feeling of not being able to sleep the day before my birthday, Christmas, Thanksgiving (I was a fat kid) haha. I miss not paying bills, I miss the summer days were I went outside to play and my only dilemma was not being able to stay out as late as all my other friends. Im only 20 but looking back the world was such a different place, the air was different, going out in the summer time smelled different, people treated people differently. Everyday was a mini adventure building forts in the forest, putting on concerts with my cousins on holidays and looking completely ridiculous. I miss popsicles being 15 cents. I miss trusting just about anyone, I miss my grandfather and how no one can ever say my name like you did with you're French accent. I miss having crushes on people for 3 hours or the notes that read "I like you do you like me? if so circle yes" and YES I really have sent those notes more than once (yeah i was a little player). I think I sent one last week actually? The light blond hair I had as a kid haha. Having to ask permission to do things, not being insecure about anything or worrying about how my body looked in the pants I was wearing, not worrying about essays, grades, a job, or a future. Not ever knowing the significance of racism, terrorists, AIDS, Cancer, child molesters, and all the other filth and corruption that is prevalent and impossible to not be affected by today. I miss hearing my father telling me on a daily basis I can be whatever I want to be "if you just put youre mind to it", or when she would come and lay in bed with me at night and tell the same stories over and over again but never getting sick of hearing them and how when he went to leave and Id always say 5 more minuets.. knowing he would always stay. I miss seeing my whole family on a more consistent basis, I miss not having a schedule to follow and the days when I didnt have to say "I cant make it I have this or that to do". I miss being embarrassed to HIGH HELL when my dad would say I love you in front of all my friends. I miss the way movies use to be made. I miss the day when it was funny when my friends would cry during movies, now I have become that sap who cries at anything. I miss thinking people who smoked weed were criminals. I had never sworn in front of my father in till I was 18. Maybe thats what made my childhood so exciting, little things excited the hell out of me Listening to that song you werent suppose to listen to because there was swearing in it, stealing a pack of gum when I was 13, trying smoking the same year but there was such a fear instilled therefore I always was that good kid...atleast before everything changed ><. However, I did get in trouble - I drove my teachers NUTS. From grades 3 to grade 12 I was the happiest person in the world being known as the funny prep guy, every year I was the class clown, the one with the smart ass comments, the one who had to stay in on countless recess breaks, writing lines was like my job, calls home were weekly - even though the teachers would catch themselves laughing I was still punished. The feeling I got from making people laugh was indescribable. I did homework that I knew would just pass me - the bare minimum and grades didnt matter to me. But then in grade 9, the i became horny and funny wasnt the in thing so change was needed.